Wednesday, February 20, 2008
i was sleeping on the bed.
i heard my phone vibrating.
so i had a call from fifi.
bear in mind it was 6+ in the morning.
''kau dah dapat msg dari MOE??'' said fifi.
''erm..aku tak tau. aku ade msg tapi belum bace.''i said.
then i put her on hold and check my msg.
i sat on the bed immediately with my eyes wide open upon reading the msg.
''hello. aku tak dapat any posting uh.''
cut the story short i went into my room, took out the JAE booklet and look through.
i went to get ready right away to go and appeal.
so i went to TP first.
they said im not eligible cause of my damn maths.
so then i went to RP.
same thing.
i was at the verge of crying but i pull myself together.
i dont blame that this hit happened.
i have no one ad nothing to blame except for myself.
i called MI.
called to comfirm if i was eligible.
cause it wrote there i was eligible.
so they said yes and i have to come down to fill up the form.
so i went down.
done.
''we will let you know the posting latest by tuesday.'' said the women.
i was like tuesday?..........................
thats long.
so all the way i keep thinking.
am i doing the right thing to apply at MI.
cause im not sure if i can cope.
then i was thinking since i have no choice, ite is my last option.
so i went back home.
went online, ask almost everybody.
then i decided to try and apply for ite too.
so i went to the website and they say ''the application is closed''.
WWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
i just went blank.
so here i am now.
hoping that i can go to MI.
if not......
i shall be a failure in life.
urgh!
im basically dumb.
bye.
2/20/2008 12:05:00 AM
Lina Farhana.