Lina Farhana.
girl next door leading the average life. i love my family and friends. i'm clumsy. i'm basically a lazy person. slow at analyzing things. i wanna go back-packing with my girls one day. 31 december 2007 is a date that i will never forget.
i was looking forward to this day. i dyed my hair black back cause you said my hair was a failure-suck. i went to get my hair done. i really cut down on my food cause you said i was fat. all i ate was a chicken pie everyday at work. i stayed up till 3 in the morning ytd so that i could sms you to plan for the outing today. you said i was irritating cause i kept on smsing you. so i cut down. you said that you were always the one who had to call to talk otp. so now i called you instead. i crack my brains to think on what to wear for this outing cause i wanted to look good for you. yes, it was my fault cause i was late. but its not like i was from home and i was late on purpose. i had religious class and only during the class that i got to know that its a two hour class today. i couldnt inform you cause it would be rude to use hp infront the teacher(ustazah). then i quickly get ready after the class. couldnt you wait for awhile? i felt so stupid in the train. everyone was looking. i was more then willing to change just for you. i dont know if you can see what im willing to do just to be with you. yes, its stupid. yet i don't know why i still do it. call me whatever. i dont care. im stubborn; yes. and now you are avoiding me. just like the old times.
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend. Even if only for one weekend. So come on tell me is this the end?
Lina Farhana.