Monday, December 24, 2007
i hate it every time i feel this way.it sucks.but i couldnt help it.what am i suppose to do? lie about what i feel inside?i dont wanna be pessimistic.but seeing all that, it just makes me feel the way im feeling now.they have someone to turn to but i dont.so many things i missed out.is it because i've been busy?but thats not a reason. thats an excuse.like i said i dont wanna be naive and think negatively but everywhere i go it keeps on proving that its actually happening.what i feel inside is happening and its not my naive feeling.sometimes when im alone, i sit down and ask myself who really care or cared?trust me this is not the first time im feeling this way.i thought it would go away but it keeps coming back.since i was little.this feeling keeps on bugging me.i dont like it.i hate it.it just suck.it really really suck.
pls do me a favor and not comment on this lame and stupid entry.
thank you.
12/24/2007 12:38:00 AM