Friday, November 30, 2007
my brother is still as irritating as ever.everytime after i finish cleaning up the room, he will mess it up.and i will get the scolding. damn.he always ask me to do this and that.bossing me around.pushing me around. i will try and get use to it.whatever.ive been home alone for the past few days.and you know what, im the kind of person who cant be left alone cause my imagination tends to get wild.i will have this flashbacks when i was a lil kid.i am not close with my parents.i used to be close with my brother but i guess things have change now.i just don't feel like i belong here cause i cant talk to them.its difficult.i cant explain.its just difficult.so i whatever thoughts that i have, i will bottle it up.i know its not good blablabla.but what choice do i have?my friends can't always be there for me 24/7.they will soon get bored hearing it too.so i just have to rely on myself.there is so much i wanna achieve but its just impossible.i know nothing is impossible and things like that.buy hey! think back.IT IS impossible.when you start to dream and when your dream starts to be big, snap back to reality.cause you and i know that its just a dream.somehow deep inside you wanna try and achieve it.go ahead.but if you fail, you must get up and know that in life there is always setbacks.i think ive been talking too much crap so i think i better get going.
11/30/2007 12:57:00 AM
Lina Farhana.