Friday, November 30, 2007
my brother is still as irritating as ever.everytime after i finish cleaning up the room, he will mess it up.and i will get the scolding. damn.he always ask me to do this and that.bossing me around.pushing me around. i will try and get use to it.whatever.ive been home alone for the past few days.and you know what, im the kind of person who cant be left alone cause my imagination tends to get wild.i will have this flashbacks when i was a lil kid.i am not close with my parents.i used to be close with my brother but i guess things have change now.i just don't feel like i belong here cause i cant talk to them.its difficult.i cant explain.its just difficult.so i whatever thoughts that i have, i will bottle it up.i know its not good blablabla.but what choice do i have?my friends can't always be there for me 24/7.they will soon get bored hearing it too.so i just have to rely on myself.there is so much i wanna achieve but its just impossible.i know nothing is impossible and things like that.buy hey! think back.IT IS impossible.when you start to dream and when your dream starts to be big, snap back to reality.cause you and i know that its just a dream.somehow deep inside you wanna try and achieve it.go ahead.but if you fail, you must get up and know that in life there is always setbacks.i think ive been talking too much crap so i think i better get going.
11/30/2007 12:57:00 AM
Monday, November 26, 2007
My Little Soldier
I know it has not been easy for you
You are growing up and you barely even know me
I’m still tryna get closer to you every minute that I can
This might all happened too fast and I know deep inside you’re tryna understand
I know I’m not the World Greatest Dad
But I hope that you will give me the chance to prove that I can be that
Or even one day you will be proud of me
I wish that I can change our destiny
And hopefully our life can be better
Chorus
Everything’s gonna be over before you know it
Just close your eyes and go to sleep
Don’t you worry about a thing
I’ll be right here beside you, watching you sleep
You will always be my lil soldier
The four walls has been my companion for the past few years
Grandma always told me that things happened for a reason
Now I see what it really means
Yes, you are growing up and pretty mature
But you can’t hide that loneliness in your eyes
I know mama is always gone
But that doesn’t mean she don’t care
I know you hardly have someone to talk to
It doesn’t matter now, daddy’s here
I’m sorry that you had to go through all this
I promise you I will give you the life I never had
Let the past be bygones and seize the future together
Chorus
Everything’s gonna be over before you know it
Just close your eyes and go to sleep
Don’t you worry about a thing
I’ll be right here beside you, watching you sleep
You will always be my lil soldier
Now I promise you that imma try and give you what you need
I will only give you the best of things
I’ll make sure you don’t turn out the way I did
I’ll do anything just to keep that smile on your face
You will always be my lil soldier
11/26/2007 01:04:00 AM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
my voice is extra manly today.
i hate my hair.
but i will have to manage it.
haiz.
bad hair day.
prom is coming!
i bet its gonna be disastrous;
for me.
i have always dream about a magical prom you know what i mean?
well, that is all fairy tale.
a fairy tale will always remain a fairy tale.
it can never be a reality.
and i don't feel like going to prom.
11/14/2007 11:28:00 PM
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
hello there!!!
finally its OVERRRRRRRR!!!!!!
i can sleep all i want.
i can slack like a pig.
wait, do pigs slack?
haha.
crap.
ok i cant wait for tmr!!
haha.
im too lazy to iron my clothes.
yeah man.. im lazy.
there is so many things i wanna talk about but my mind is blank right now.
my mind always go blegh...
i seriously dont know what on earth im talking about.
anyway, i've watch the movie 'Music and Lyrics'.
its cool its cool.
sweet. touching. touchy. lots of kisses.
haha.
ok.
nothing else to say now.
just wanna let all of u know that im damn happy that O levels are OVER!
anyway, what happened yesterday just lit up my day.
even though it was short and simple, it still meant alot to me.
the thought of you letting me know, just make me go....................... :)
i was over the moon you know.
i thought you wouldnt let me know.
but i couldnt stop smiling after i received it.
thanks.
and congrats!
to both you and your sister. :)
I'm Done Here.
11/06/2007 11:51:00 PM