Tuesday, September 4, 2007
right now, mum is blow-drying her hair.i think she is getting ready to go to work.and then i will be home alone.bored man.you know, there are somethings you do, that people dont appreciate it.and the feeling of not being appreciated just suck.sometimes i asked myself, ''why are you doing this when people dont appreciate and dont know what is your real intention of doing what you did?''maybe we should not even try to clear out our name because you know at the end of the day you will not gain anything good but instead gain something bad in return.so from now on, i will stop trying.too many heartache.one after another.what i am about to say goes to all the girls that read this.im sure that all girls have gfs right?and when we were younger, we use to promise each other that we will stay together no matter what.no fighting about guys.no keeping things to yourself.no secrets between us.no leaving each other out for bfs or any guy.and if the two of you were to fall for the same guy, one will have to give in or both wont get him.and it must not only be that one person who keeps on giving in.we used to comply to all this.but from what i see, all of this have change.people change too fast.time passes too fast.everything passes to fast.and we tend to miss out on the good things in life.like the fun and the closeness we used to have.some people just dont appreciate friendship.they prefer to believe others that they have just known.and due to human self-fishness, the bond that the two of you girls used to have is slowly drifting apart.true enough a guy can change a girl's life.either in a good way or the bad way.as days pass by, i feel emptier inside.deprived.so girls, try to reminisce about the past that you and your gfs used to have ok?your gfs does not necessary means a friend.it could be your cousin or even your sister.I'm Done Here.
9/04/2007 01:00:00 PM
Lina Farhana.