Friday, September 28, 2007
hello!so, im gonna do some updating today.yesterday was my parents 27th wedding anniversary.i had to lie to my parents saying that im was going meet my friends for awhile when i actually went to meet my brother.my brother and i went to Harvey Norman to print a photo of my parents.then we took the cake that i ordered the day before and went home.so yeah...it was ok.. the cake was nice.Happy 27th Wedding Anniversary to my Parents!!!the day before....met up with all my girlfriends.celebrate maii's belated birthday.she didnt want to go at first.so we tried to persuade her cause everyone was going to be there.except for inah.she had to go out with her family.i will fast forward ok?we went to break fast at Sakura.took some pictures and things like that.after break fast, we proceed to blk 200+ to play with the fire crackers while anna, lyn and dewi went to take the water bomb at dewi's house.then we went to this court beside dewi's house.we played some games and maii was so paranoid.we played 007 bang and chop chilli chop and this game i dont know what it was called.lol.fun ok!maii thought that we were gona give her a birthday bash.which actually what we planned.hehe.it turns out to be a successful birthday bash.i wish there were more water balloons.hehe.after the water bomb, we chill for awhile then went home.i really had fun.reunion.right now, i dont feel so good.i hate to admit this but i am feeling stress now.with things happening around me, i dont know how i can cope with it.its not only about studies.but everything.sometimes i wish that my turtle can talk back to me.but of coz if it really does talk back to me, i will really freak out.lol.i wish that i can really go into details but this is like an online diary for me.i will only go into details in my own personal diary.but i dont have one right now.i miss having a diary where i can write down all my thoughts and feelings.i just cant freaking wait for all this to be over and i can enjoy myself!this is so depressing.i have to live with it for a few more weeks!and i hope that things will be much better for me after my O levels.im really hurt.i know that you already apologized.i accept your apology.but that doesnt mean that we will get back together.cause i know that you will never change.we were together for 2 years 4 months.it was a long period of time for me.but, i think that this is just my nature; to forgive but not forget.the past 17 days wasnt easy for me.its difficult for me to let you go.but i have to.its not like i didnt gave you the time to reflect and think about this.i did.i gave you several chance.another chance wont change anything.you keep on repeating your mistakes.i know that people make mistakes.but they normally learn from it. but you dont.you may say that you regret it and things like that but i am so sure that you wil do it again.you take things for granted,very lightly.everything seems to be like a joke to you.you keep thinking time and time again that i will keep on giving you chance.but thats not the whole point.i dont wanna hurt ppl and i dont wanna get hurt again.im sorry.period.P.S: this has been one long entry. i will upload pictures some other day.I'm Done Here.
9/28/2007 11:03:00 PM
Lina Farhana.