hey!! guess what???
i received a birthday card from my brother!
im very happy ok?
he made that card himself.
but i know that for sure he was not the one who drew and write it.
comfirm he asked his friend to help him.
but still!
im very the happy ok?
i miss him a lot!

To fadhilah:
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!
sorry tak dpt celebrate together.
:(


7/30/2007 09:07:00 PM

Outta My System

[T-Pain]Oh
[Bow Wow - speaking]
Damn I Just keep thinking about you (oh Baby)
I mean I wanna move on but I can't move on (ohhhh)
It's like you have some kind of hold on me and I don't Know (oh ohh oh ohh)
But Imma go ahead and talk about it
Listen

[Verse 1]
I'm sitting looking out the window like damn
Tryna fix this situation that's at hand
You still running through my mind when
I'm knowing that you shouldn't be,
Me all on yo mind and I'm knowing that it couldn't be
Cause you ain't call and I ain't even appalled
I still got alot of pain I ain't dealt wit it all
I been running round with other chicks,
I'm single and they loving it,
I'm liking it but I just want the one that I was in love with.
That's not the end of it, I'm tryna let you know I can't
Get a grip of it is what I'm tryna let you know.
You got a hold or some kind of control of me
I don't know what it is, but I gotta get you gone from me
I'm working at it and it ain't getting no better just tryna be like,
yeah, forget it, whatever
Instead of staring out this glass looking at this bad weather, damn
I gotta pull myself together
Cause...

[Chorus - T-Pain]
When I'm with somebody, all I think bout is you
When I'm all alone, that's all I wanna do
I miss the smiling faces in my sidekick,
Outta town visits, all the time we spent together makes it hard
to get you outta my system.
You know what you do to me (do to me)
You don't even understand (damn)
You know what you do to me (do to me)
It's so hard to get you outta my system.

[Verse 2]
I'm too attached, my heart won't let me fall back
I got it bad, that's what you can call that (ah)
When I see you in the streets, that's the worse for me
Used to love the little things you did, that's what works for me
It's too major, don't see you on my pager,
Know what you doing, where you at, or can I see you later? (Can I see you later?)
The fellas telling me 'just let her go Bow', believe me,
I'm trying man, I just don't know how
(Just don't know how)
I be in all the top spots, leaving with the hot shots,
knowing they just want me cause
I'm in the top spot
That's not poppin and my brain aint stopping, thinking
Who she with, or where she going, is she club hoppin?
I never had this kind of problem in my life, this is my first time dealing with this kind of fight
It's every night and every flight and every time you in my sight,
Damn this aint even right,
cause...

[Chorus - T-Pain]
When I'm with somebody, all I think bout is you (yeaa)
When I'm all alone, that's all I wanna do (yeaaaa)
I miss the smiling faces in my sidekick,
Outta town visits, all the time we spent together makes it hard
to get you outta my system. (ohhh)
You know what you do to me (do to me)
You don't even understand (damn)
You know what you do to me (do to me)
It's so hard to get you outta my system.

[Hook - Bow Wow]
Is it wrong for me to feel this way, you been running through my mind all day
Can you feel me?
I been tryna get you off my mind, but I cant after all this time
That's what kills me
Is it wrong for me to feel this way, you been running through my mind all day
Can you feel me?
I been tryna get you off my mind, but I cant after all this time
And it kills me

[Chorus - T-Pain]
When I'm with somebody, all I think bout is you
When I'm all alone, that's all I wanna do
I miss the smiling faces in my sidekick,
Outta town visits, all the time we spent together makes it hard
to get you outta my system.
(Hard to get you outtt)
You know what you do to me (do to me)
You don't even understand (damn)
You know what you do to me (do to me)
So hard to get you outta my system

[Bow Wow - speaking]
I remember everything that me and you talked about
Me and you had our whole lives planned out together (oh ohh oh ohh)
And if I could, I would, turn back the hands of time and correct all my mistakes that I ever did
But now I guess I gotta move on, right?
It's still hard and I still love you till this day
Peace.

Only sheila and I know why we put this lyric as our entry.
hehe.
I know,you know,the public don't know.


7/29/2007 05:11:00 PM

H to the E to the L to the L to the O!!!
ok merepek i know...
today was a long day for me.
i woke up at 7am to go to school.
(blegh! school on a saturday!)
then i rushed to meet my mum at yishun interchange.
then took the bus to take the bursary thingy.
my mum and i stayed there for quite some time.
then i rushed to meet anna and raudha at Cineleisure.
by the time i reached there, it was going to be 7pm.
then raudha and i rush to Wheelock to watch Tapestry.
Gerek!
and first time i see shameer aka kambing perform very happily.
lol.
and there was this one part of the song that says...
''but you always know, i'm your bestfriend'' then he turned to us and sing it to us!
sweet right!
ok so tak sia-sia we have been friends for 7 years.
huahua!
then we kept on cheering him by calling him kambing.
lol.

after that we went to Starbucks to get a drink.
and i looooove the one ana recommended me last week and i bought the same today!
Hazelnut Cream Frapp.
sedaaaappp!!!!
then we make our way to youth park!

got this Remix'07 thingy.
best gilerrrr!!!
so many people.
its a hip-hop competition.
and it was damn good!
i wish i can dance like that.
and raudha told me''comfrim kau dance mcm itik sak!!!''
kamade!
we laughed.
then i wanted to see who is this Raihan guy soo much.
so he was there but i didnt get to see him.
huahua!

and the heartmelt part is the part when J.D.I performed!
im not sure what was his name..
he was wearing this brown shirt and he is so cuuutteeee!
when he dance......
....................................
heartmelt........................
huahua!
there was this one part when he dance at the side of the stage that i was at and he looked at me... ( i dont think if he was actually looking at me but he was looking at my direction. haha.so just assume that he was ok. haha.)
haiya! in short he is cute ok?
and heartmelt!
and he looks like someone.
the eyes.

so i wanted to reach home by 10pm but my mum didnt give me a specific time to go home.
they just said ''dont go home late.''
so i thought of moving off from there at 9pm then drag till 10pm then drag till 10+++ close to 11pm.
and i reached home at 11+?
i really had fun today.
and anna, raudha and me were like gossiping non-stop in the train and the time passed by so fast....
we should hang out more often ok?
especially after OOOOOOOSSSSS ok?
hehe.
if i work, you all must fetch me ok?
ok set.
hahahahhaha.
and the song ''walk it out, walk it out is stuck in my head.''
hehe.

I'm Done Here.

7/29/2007 12:54:00 AM

today i woke up late.
when i woke up my eyes was red.
i bump into maii. literally.
a very hard bump.
i was very distracted today.
i ate alot.
i don't know what is happening.
im out of word to say.

to the both of you, im sorry.

I'm Done Here.


7/27/2007 10:01:00 PM

ok so today after school, i went to meet sheila, azari, kidir, mahea, bf and farhan.
they 'sabo' me with flour again. lol.
i was in school uniform mind you.
huahua!
had fun anyway.
after the flour thingy we played ice and water.
funny.
sheila and kidir bought for me 5 pairs of earrings!
as birthday present of course.
hehe.
and all of them is red and white.
the reason why they bought that colour is because i love red.
hee.
also i can match the earrings with my red and white heart shape necklace.
^_^
so i had fun tdy.
and some ppl know its my birthday but nvr wish.
and shameer dont even know its my birthday!
kam-ma-de!
we have been friends for 7 years and yet he dont know.
wth!
after that, sheila, mahes and me went under the block.
they chill and i do my maths hmwk.
also because we keep sheila company while she was waiting fo azari to come back.
then i went home.
hehe.
anyway, thanks for celebrating my birthday ppl!
17.

I'm Done Here.



7/23/2007 11:30:00 PM

ok, so here is nina, ana and maii.this picture is taken before i came.hehe. the flying slipper!!! baywatch... (yeah right! hehe.) my friends lighting up the candle! i know that you cant really see the muffin...but its cute!(made by idah and nina) that's rahman and me!as you can see, im being blind-folded.and im never gonna throw this towel away.hehe.im gonna keep it as a momento.haha. this is the best part!ther part when my friends shouted ''SURPRISE!''ok i know my face sucks, very buruk.i dont care.you know when i was blind-folded and when my bf said ready;i was wishing that i can see my friendsssss facesss.and i really did!so happy! i have no idea what we were doing in this picture.haha.but i know that after this picture was taken, i received alot of hugs and kisses from all of them.and i felt like a supermodel on that day.huahua!
as you can see, my bf's chin looks very long.hehe.ok kidding kidding! inah smashing the muffin on my face! inah jumped on top of us!she is basically crazy on that day.lol. photo time! all my freinds are basically trying to push me down to the ground. and they succeded.kwang3! swiming time!
waiting for the monorail to go back to Vivo City. i did not upload all the pictures because we took plenty of it!around 100+?huahua!there's one part when they 'sabo' inah and me with flour in the toilet!but there is not picture for taht particular moment because the photographer ( Zee) was bathing.and you don't expect him to come in to the girl's toilet right.haha. ok so thats all!i really had a great day!it started npt so good because something happened at home.but then my girlfiends made my day.and i LOVE them alot!!so tomorrow is the actual day!23 July!!im 17 tmr!!sweet 17. I'm Done Here.







7/22/2007 07:36:00 PM

today is the most gerek day in my life!
i am very very very extremely happy!
it was a successful advance birthday surprise!!

here is what happened.
ok first i woke up at 9.10am.
then i get ready for the day.
after that, i went to meet bf which then we head to Sentosa.
so we took the monorail and stopped and the 'Beach Station'.
we walk and walk.
then we reached the Palawan Beach.

so before i walk on the beach;
bf blindfold me with the towel i was putting on my head( it was raining so i cover my head with the towel).
i have to hold on to bf's hand as i really cant see anything as he really cover my eyes.
then we stopped.
.....

he opened the blindfold and.......
''SURPRISE!!!"
i was really shock.
really shock.
speechless.
happy.

once the blindfold was opened, i saw all my friends siting together and shouting ''SURPRISE!!!"
the reason why i was surprised is because my friends told me that they had art and dnt today.
which was believable because they usually have art and dnt on saturdays.
i really did not suspect anything.
and i saw cute little muffins with candles on it.
and they sang a birthday song and i blew the candle.
we the took some pictures.
and inah smashed the muffin on my face!
it was coool....
hehe.
then we changed and we swim.
we played some games.
after that we went to bath.
we rinse ourselves and when sakinah and i was facing the wall, all my freinds came and pour flour on us!
everyone in the toilet was looking at us.
the taste sucks and i cant breathe for a while.
then we cleaned up the place. hehe.
only after that we took the 'real shower'.
huahua!

next, we head back to Vivo City.
sakinah, idaa, nina and zee( the photographer for the day) went home cause they had to attend Madrasah.
ana, ayu, raudha, maii and me went to Banquet to eat.
then we walked around for awhile and went to Esplanade to see the fireworks.
before we went to Esplanade, we went to Starbucks at Raffles City and bought some drinks.
ana recommended me with this drink which is damn nice!
after the fireworks we were all tired and went back home.

i want to say thank you to all of for this pleasant surprise.
idaa: thanks for the birthday card,the cute bracelet and chocolate muffins(sedaap!).
nina: thanks for the muffin with M&Ms(sedaap)!.
maii: thanks for the jokes that never failed to make me laugh. huahua!
ana: thanks for the non-stop smile that made my day
raudha: thanks for the Mee Goreng( i call that mee, mee birthday. hehe, azahari's father taught me that. hehe.)
ayu: thanks for the hugs and kisses!
inah: thanks for smashing the cake on my face. hehe.
lyn: thanks for meeting me today! i missed you alot.
dewi: thanks for the wishes!
zee: thanks for being our photographer for the day. hehe.
boyfriend: thanks for the pleasant surprise that you and my friends had planned for quite a long time.
raini and ariff: thanks for the wishes and sorry i didnt get to meet you guys. :(
sheila: i know you couldnt make but thanks for wanting to come!
kid: thanks for wishing me ''Happy 16th birthday!"haha. kidding!
azahari: well, i know you were working but thanks for having the thought of being there!

and to all of you, thanks for the flour! huahua!
i was really surprised and happy.
i never had this kind of birthday celebration at all!
i mean throughout the five years of friendship.
and also the red box!
thanks for the wishes.
i just realised that i have been using the word thanks and surprise!
haha!
well, thats because i truly feel that way.
hee.
thanks once again.
and sorry if i have any spelling errors.
im too lazy to edit.
i will probably post some pictures some other time.
hehe.

it was DAMN FUN!
greatest birthday ever!!

I'm Done Here.










7/21/2007 10:23:00 PM

as im writting this, my friends are having PE in school.
and here i am stuck at home.
i did not come to school ytd and today.
this is because i have sore eyes.
yesterday i had a shock of my life when i woke up.
my right eye was damn swollen.
i can't even open my eyes.
its as if i had be stung by a bee or someone had punched me in the eye.
so i decided to go to the doctor.
otw there, everyone was looking at me.
and when i came in to the clinic, the so called nurse was like " wah! your eyes terrible man!'
i just smiled and give her my IC.
luckily there were no more patients there.
except for one in the room.
he took so long!

so when it was my turn, the doctor was like, " what happened to your eye?''
i feel like saying '' duh! sore eyes.''
but i didnt, i just said ''sore eyes'' and then i gave him my killer smile.
huahua!
then he asked some questions about my eyes.
blablabla.
and then he said '' you should not study too much. must rest your eyes."
i then gave him a blank look.
in my heart, i was like '' what does sore eyes got to do with studying?''
i can't see the link.

so i thought he wont give me any pills for me to swallow down my small tiny gullet because it is just a sore eye.
then he gave me a small bottle of eye-drop and a packet of pills!
the function of the pill was to decrease the swelling.
so i have to eat 3 pills per day and have to put 2 drops of the so called eye-mo every 4 hour.
and i slept the whole day.
i only woke up to eat.
anyway, i didnt swallow the pill. i crush it and put it on a small spoon with a little water then swallow it.
actually the pill was damn small.
it is small and thin.
still i cant swallow it.
now the swelling is gone.
but not entirely.
both my eyes are red.
i looked like a ghost.
especially when i did not tie my hair and i looked in the mirror.
i have 3 days MC but i will still be going to school tmr.
i cant afford to lose anymore lesson.
so yeah.

I'm Done Here.



7/18/2007 03:32:00 PM

sore eyes.
im having sore eyes.
i got it ard an hour before my O level MT LC?
i was so distracted by it.
and the LC was complex.
urgh!
berfore the LC, everything was in chaos.
the radio and everything.

i really cant take this pain now.
im refering to my sore eyes.
i have to go school tmr.
i have my FNN CWB (O level) execution tmr.
so i cannot make myself absent.
and to add on to the pain, i am having cramps right now.
!!!!!!!!!

I'm Done Here.


7/16/2007 09:04:00 PM

so today i went to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix.
it was...........................
ok i guess........
not as good as the previous.
i still think that Goblet of Fire was much better.
and Rupert Grint is hot and cute.
huahua.
and Sirius Black is kind of hot too.
for his age.
but.......
i feel like crying man...
something happen in the movie...
there was this one sad part.
almost cry.
but i didnt.

overall, it was fun.

To BF: thanks for the advance gift. hehe.

I'm Done Here.


7/15/2007 12:11:00 AM

wee-hoo!
the weekend is here!!
at last i get to update.
i've been so busy.
really busy.
i bet everyone taking O level this year is damn busy too.
time passed by so fast.

you know what?
i actually have a lot to update but somehow my mind just went blank.
haiyo.
anyway, i can't wait to go out tmr.
i am going to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix.
hehe.
some ppl said its boring.
well, maybe because the director is different?
hmm.
i wonder why is it that it is not the same director who filmed the movie.
still, i want to watch Transformers.
i heard its damn good.
Best Movie of the Year.
so anyway, about the Harry Potter movie, i will let you know about how i think and feel about the movie alright?

i can't wait to meet BF.
i wanna spent time with him as i can't really spend time with him during the weekdays.
he is busy with school and work.
as for me, i am busy with school stuff.
so yeah.
im really looking forward for tmr.

i had fun just now during lunchtime.
my friends and i played 'Pepsi Cola' all they way back to class.
i know its an old game but its damn FUN.
im sure that i will look back at this memory and it will surely make me smile.
seeing their reaction and the way they played the game really made me laughed.

In Life, People Come and Go. But Some Are Meant To Stay.

I'm Done Here.



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