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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Wait For You - Elliott Yamin
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I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
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So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
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So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
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Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you
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It's been a long time since you called me
How could you forget about me
You got me feeling crazy
How can you walk away
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
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Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
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Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
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I'll Be Waiting.

5/30/2007 08:26:00 PM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

my house right now is like a shack.seriously.and just now was my FNN 'O' level practical.and it suck.the only thing that i like was my pizza.but there is still room for improvements.hehe.so i have not ate a proper meal today.for today,i only ate what my friends cooked for practical.and now, i am feeling so hungry.since my house is under renovation, there is no food. i cant even cook as there is no stove.pathetic.so here i am eating oreo with milk and potato chips.i will upload some of the pictures of my Practical soon. : )

and this thursday is a Public Holiday!!hehe.i know its the June holidays but i still have to go to school.and all this is due to O level.but this will only go on for 1 week. after that i can wake up late and all.hehe.and of cause, most importantly REVISION.i feel like going out this Vesak Day.i feel that i have not been going out for quite a long time?i wanna go out! i wanna go swimming with my girlfriends!i wanna go out and not do something educational. you get what i mean? (",)

yesterday, the 4E and the 5N went to watch Pirates of the Carribean At World's End. it was freaking awesome and i just could not take my eyes of him. hehe. you wanna know who is him? JACK SPARROW!! hehe. i really love his character in the movie. and his eyess.......*melts*. his eyes totally swept me off my feet. i wanna watch it again!so just now was photo-taking and i bet my face will suck to the core. i really love my class. we have been through alot. but i really hate this irritating guy in my class. he is very selfish. to everyone. ok. thats random.

I'm Done Here.

5/29/2007 09:40:00 PM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

hey! just now was PTC (Parents -Teachers Conference). you know where parents have to come to school and for the teachers to let the parents know how their children had been doing in school. so while the parents were up in the hall,the 4E and the 5N students were down at the canteen and we had to listen to the principal's speech, most of us weren't listening and we were making a lot of noise. well, i guess that is just the way upper secondary students are?haha.

so after that, we went outside the classroom that was allocated for our parents to meet our form teachers. so, when i came to the class, the parents was already inside;waiting. so, my classmates and i have to wait outside till it was our turn. mine was No. 7. we were called one by one. however, there were 3 teachers in that classroom. form, co-form and combined humanities teachers. when it was my turn, i had to meet my CH teacher. so, my fear was that she will say all the negative comments about me to my parents. you get what i mean? and also because i failed the subject that she was teaching me and she is my mentor.

i was so relieved that she didn't give any negative comments to my parents except that she told me to work harder and to bark up in my maths and science. i totally agree with her as i totally suck at those subjects. however, i am not going to make those subject my 'enemy'. i am going to make them my 'friend'. have you ever heard of the saying ' keep your friends close but keep your enemies closer' ? i guess i can imply this in my life. i will have to pull up my socks. not literally of cause. hee.

so monday will be my mother tongue 'O' level examination. i want to wish everyone that will be taking mother tongue 'O' level all the best. and my malay suck alot. and i really have no confidence to do it. but however, i will try my best no matter what. i just got this feeling that i have to retake my Malay paper. but i am looking forward to this Monday as i will be watching Pirates of the Carribean at World's End with the 4E and 5N students. : )

my house will be under renovation for the next one week and its gonna suck. i will have to bath in my parent's bathroom. i will have to go through all this inconvenience for a week. can you believe it? i can't watch TV for a week. how boring is that?

i wanna post something random. i have my life all planned out. i will try my very best to achieve it. after i do my 'O' level, hopefully, i can get in to a Polytechnic. i want to get a diploma. then, if i am good enough, i will further my studies. then, i am going to work. find a career for myself. when everything is stable, i want to get married. travel the world. then have kids.i have this target that i want to achieve(if possible). i want to see all the 7 wonders of the world before i reach the age of 40. when i am retired, i want to write a book about my life. the ups and downs. and i hope that it will be the best-seller. :) this will only happen if i work hard for it, not senile or dead by then. you get what i mean? i'm not sure if i can achieve all this. i don't know of it is possible. but i shall try.

this has been one hack of a long entry. lol. from what i remember, i have never type a very long entry ever since i started blogging. this is something new. and i know that all of you will be so tired to read the whole entry and pardon me for any SVA mistakes that i have made in this entry. my English ain't that good. so, please kindly accept my apology. (",)

I'm Done Here.

5/26/2007 09:47:00 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

so,today is tuesday.

and it was boring.

in the morning,i had malay intensive revision.

then had physics and supposingly after that we have Mendaki.

but it was cancelled.

so i went to the library with bf to return some books and we wanted to borrow a new book.

but then we cant cause we have not paid the fine.

hmm.

so that is boring!

then met sheila and went to her house.

have something on.

and so i decided to sleepover and go school tmr morning from here.

its nearer actually.

and MT 'O' level is this coming Monday!!!

so.....scaryy.

its like...OMG!

but the good thing is that after the paper,the 4E and the 5N will be watching a movie at Sunplaza.

hehe.

the school will be paying for us.

hee.

and we will be watching......

jeng jeng jeng.....

Piratesof the Carribean at World's End!!!!

and let me tell you something...

Johnny Depp is hot!

hehe.

so yeah!

I'm Done Here.

5/22/2007 11:52:00 PM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

hello people!

i went to Singapore's Botanic Garden today.

it was cool!

i got to see a real swan.

huahua!

very cute.

and i got to see lots of turtle.

very2 cute.

just like me.

haha.

there was this one time that i dropped my button in the pond.

and bf help me to pick it up.

i feel like pushing him in the pond.

huahua!

we wanted to explore the whole garden but too tired.

it is a very nice place for family to get together and unwind.

i think that it is also good for people to meditate there.

it is very peaceful.

then we went back to town.

chill2 at Coffee Bean.

then went back home.

so overall its quite fun.

only that we were very tired.

lol.

and the ice-cream there was expensive.

huahua.

$3.50 per scoop.

expensive right.

ok thats all folks!

and i learnt this phrase from sheila...

"go suck a prawn"

huahua.

funny right.

hehe.

I'm Done Here.

5/19/2007 11:13:00 PM

Friday, May 18, 2007

i don't know if i should be sad or happy.

my teacher decided to postpone the O level FNN practical.

so my O level practical will be on 29 May 2007.

im happy though i have more time to think through thoroughly.

so tomorrow no need to meet the FNN girls at 6.30am.

yeah!!! can sleep late and wake up late!!!

wee-hoo!

and for my English oral, practise, i gt 24/40.

how pathetic is that???

oral is a component that you have to score.

and i can't do it.

during the actual day,i bet that i am going to have a nervous break down.

and right now i can't stop thinking about food.

im soo hungry.

i have not eaten.

and i feel like eating my favourite food: lemak chili padi ikan bawal with sambal or something.

or ikan pari bakar with kangkong!!!

emmmmmmmm!

with hot rice.....

emmmmmm!

sedaap!

sampai menjilat kaki.

lol.

ok, i wanna go and watch channel 8 now!

I'm Done Here.

5/18/2007 08:39:00 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

hey.

mid-year is very very disappointing.

its either we are stupid or the paper that the teacher set was very difficult.

no one passed well.

we all passed between 2-3 subjects only.

and pass not with flying colour.

either C5 or C6.

PTR is on the 26 of May 2007.

im really scared.

really wondering what the teahcers will say.

i hope that we wont have to see the year master.

seeing the year master is soo.... scary.

anyway, this saturday is mt O level Practical for Food and Nutrition.

wish me all the best ok?

im so scared.

its O level!

O level.

i have goosebumps when i come to think of it.

yesterday i had an oral practise and i was blabbering nonsense.

i seriously don't know why i am doing this.

i mean im doing this hoping that i will have a brighter future.

but on second thoughts i told myself.

''you don't belong here. you belong somewhere else''

am i just wasting my time?

im feeling so demoralize rigth now.

and so is everyone.

and my Malay really suck!

i feel like giving it up!

urrrrggggghhhhhh!!!!

I'm Done Here.

5/17/2007 10:52:00 PM

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Ada Shokubutsu di sebalik Oreo.

Ada Spongebob di sebalik Nenas.

Ada Tiram di sebalik Misu.

this was some of the peribahasa that i made up when i was bored just now.

hehe.

its crap,i know.

haha.

MT intensive revision had started.

heeeeesssshhhh.

im going to bed now.

I'm Done Here.

5/12/2007 12:24:00 AM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

you really can't trust anyone.

even the person you thought you could trust or love.

never trust anyone to hold your secrets.

maybe the problem i'm having now has no way out.

i knew this would happen.

my instincts are always right.

and in this case,you might lose someone.

when ur mind goes blank and you don't know what to do...

maybe the best way out is suicide?

now i understand how my friend felt.

I'm Done Here.

5/10/2007 07:01:00 PM

im so the tired man!

just got back from school.

early right?

thats because today is mid-year.

and it was my last paper.

Food and Nutrition.

it kindda suck.

i completely flung my mid-year papers.

haiya.

anyway,looking forward to this saturday's workshop.

then gonna go over to sheila's house to bake chocolate muffin for azahari's sister.

that is because she is craving for the chocolate cake that i baked for bf.

so, sheila and i are going to bake the chocolate muffin together specially for her.

hehe.

and the reason why i used the word craving is because she is pregnant!

hehe.

so i hope the baby will be cute like me.

hehe.

I'm Done Here.

5/10/2007 12:43:00 PM

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

ok,first of all, i had to change my blog layout cause something was wrong with the old layout.

so yeah.

i just finish eating a bunch of grapes.

i loves grapes.

and i almost slipped and fell just now.

i am so damn clumsy.

sheesh.

ok so im gonna continue studying for my Food and Nutrition paper tmr.

hee.

I'm Done Here.

5/09/2007 11:31:00 PM

Sunday, May 6, 2007

boo!

mum and dad is currently is sick right now.

flu and cough.

and i think that they got it from me.

hehe.

and last year when i had sore eyes, i was the one who spread the disease to my family members.

lol.

so i cant wait to watch Ugly Betty and America's Next Top Model.

i wish i could be in that show or something.

but im just too fat.

so, im having maths paper tommorrow.

so wish me luck aite?

im 100% sure that im gonna fail the paper.

issh.

so right now, imma go and bath and yea.

haha.

btw, here is the picture of the cake that i baked.

hehe.

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ok, i know its not nice and messy and stuff.

maybe its because i have not wiped the side yet.

lol.

I'm Done Here.

5/06/2007 09:17:00 PM

Saturday, May 5, 2007

hello!

i went to east coast today to celebrate bf's birthday!

hehe.

first, went to meet bf,khidir and ariff at yishun mrt.

then we went to yishun interchange to take 853 to east coast.

so along the way, bf's friend called and told us that 853 will not go to marine parade on saturdays.

so we had to stop at Kallang's mrt to take bus no. 13.

so when we reached there, we walked to the beach.

so, as we were walking to east coast beach,we all went crazy.

lol.

khidir,ariff,rahman n me were singing and shouting and laughing.

lol.

it was fun.

then when we settle down and when everybody was there, we cut the cake.

and i baked the cake and i did not taste it.

lol.

so i was sooo scared that it will not be nice.

so when they ate it,luckily it was ok.

bf almost find out about the cake ytd.

and he claimed that he was surprised about the cake.

he thought i bought it from some bakery shop.

but when raudha told him that i bake it, he was shock?

haha.

so i wanna thank everyone that came to the so called birthday celebration.

it was fun.

everybody was singing and being crazy.

it was damn funny.

To Bf: hey. i hope u like the cake that i bake it even though it was not that nice and sorry that i didn't get you any presents. i decide to bake a cake for you cause you told me that you never had any cake for you birthday. so yeah.hope you like it!

and to raudha and anna, thanks for keeping the cake for me.

hehe.

really appreciate it.

hehe.

and once again,thanks everybody!!

I'm Done Here.

5/05/2007 11:47:00 PM

Thursday, May 3, 2007

hey.

happy birthday rahman and alfonso.

hope u had and will have a great birthday.

I'm Done Here.

5/03/2007 09:54:00 PM