Sunday, December 31, 2006
i just feel like something is missing in my life.
but im not quite sure what is it.
im just 16.
there is alot more to see.
but i feel like im being tied down by something.
maybe my relationship.
i will get to meet new people.
and i miss the first-date feeling.
u know what im talking abt?
i feel like im too young for all this.
i should enjoy my youth while i still can.
but if he is not there by my side...
i dont think i can handle that...
ive been with him for quite sometime.
some of my friends told me to leave him.
even though we argue alot,i still loves him.
then,i asked myself.
how will i be without him?
maybe i should be both attach and not attach.
u know what i mean?
i miss my friends.
i miss hanging out with them.
having them by my side.
when i was single,i always spend most of my time with them.
now?
no.
its not like he stop me from hanging out with them.
but there is just something stopping me.
i am disappointed with myself.
i just wanna let loose and be wild.
and u know,do what girls do.
gossiping,shopping.
I'm Done Here.
12/31/2006 12:34:00 AM