Sunday, December 31, 2006
i just feel like something is missing in my life.
but im not quite sure what is it.
im just 16.
there is alot more to see.
but i feel like im being tied down by something.
maybe my relationship.
i will get to meet new people.
and i miss the first-date feeling.
u know what im talking abt?
i feel like im too young for all this.
i should enjoy my youth while i still can.
but if he is not there by my side...
i dont think i can handle that...
ive been with him for quite sometime.
some of my friends told me to leave him.
even though we argue alot,i still loves him.
then,i asked myself.
how will i be without him?
maybe i should be both attach and not attach.
u know what i mean?
i miss my friends.
i miss hanging out with them.
having them by my side.
when i was single,i always spend most of my time with them.
now?
no.
its not like he stop me from hanging out with them.
but there is just something stopping me.
i am disappointed with myself.
i just wanna let loose and be wild.
and u know,do what girls do.
gossiping,shopping.
I'm Done Here.
12/31/2006 12:34:00 AM
i just feel like something is missing in my life.
but im not quite sure what is it.
im just 16.
there is alot more to see.
but i feel like im being tied down by something.
maybe my relationship.
i will get to meet new people.
and i miss the first-date feeling.
u know what im talking abt?
i feel like im too young for all this.
i should enjoy my youth while i still can.
but if he is not there by my side...
i dont think i can handle that...
ive been with him for quite sometime.
some of my friends told me to leave him.
even though we argue alot,i still loves him.
then,i asked myself.
how will i be without him?
maybe i should be both attach and not attach.
u know what i mean?
i miss my friends.
i miss hanging out with them.
having them by my side.
when i was single,i always spend most of my time with them.
now?
no.
its not like he stop me from hanging out with them.
but there is just something stopping me.
i am disappointed with myself.
i just wanna let loose and be wild.
and u know,do what girls do.
gossiping,shopping.
I'm Done Here.
12/31/2006 12:34:00 AM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
i was reading through something and i was thinking...
have i chosen the rigth path?
by going to sec 5?
i think that i will be wasting my one year.
seriously.
my foundation is very weak.
im not sure what i really want.
i do want to tak my O level.
but is not realyl for me.
ita for my parents.
they really want me to go sec 5.
sec 5 will be tough.
very tough.
im not sure if im ready for this.
I'm Done Here.
12/27/2006 01:54:00 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
hello people!
sorry if i have not been updating my blog.
been busy.
went for holidays.
and i need to complete my holiday assignment by next year.
and 2007 is drawing nearer.
im going to do my O level next year.
can u believe it?
i don't know if i can cope.
hopefully i can.
anyway,went to bf's gig ytd.
his band, Out Of Sentenced was great.
and the crowd was great.
Portrait Lights and Third Fred was great.
and so was the rest of the band.
i saw many ppl that dont know me.
haha.
get the joke?
no?
me too.
haha.
lame ass.
im grounded.
because i came bck late last night.
almost 1 am.
i took he last train home.
here are some of the pics that was taken ytd.
that's rahman,my bf,the guitarist from Out of Sentenced.
that's kidir,the guitarist from Portraits Lights. 
thats azahari,the vocalist from Out of Sentenced. 
that's shameer,the vocalist from Third Fred. 
thats me and my boyfriend.hee.I"m Done Here.
12/23/2006 10:30:00 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
went back to my work place to collect to collect pay check.
but they told me to come back some other day.
so irritating.
it was a waste of time.
i applied back for the job.
i said i can only start on the 20th.
cause i am going on a holiday.
this week is the last week i can get to enjoy myself before getting my result on monday.
im really anxious about my result.
did i do well?
did i do badly?
did i FAIL???
urgh.
for now,i just wanna enjoy myself.
stress-free.
i miss my girl friends.
i miss hanging out.
i hope everyone will turn up for the NA chalet which i dont know when.
its the first and maybe the last time everyone can get together.
ok?
well,i went out just now with bf, sheila and azari.
we went to burger king to have breakfast and lunch.
then we went separate ways.
sheila and az went to ps.
my bf and i went to vivo to catch a movie.
we watched open season.
its very cute anf funny and a lilttle sad.
hehe.
then we met sheila and azari back.
they we went to BEST and survey the psp.
played some games.
hehe.
i wan a psp.
tmr is my bf and his friends chalet.
im looking forward to it.
but i never overnight.
hehe.
on thursday i will be going to malaysia for a short holiday.
don't miss me too much yea ppl.
hehe.
i will miss all my friends.
and boyfriend too.
and idaa.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
hehe.
sorry i got no present for you.
im so sorry.
I'm Done Here.
P.S: azari,sorry i cant come to your sister's wedding.
and sorry cant help out.
and tell her i wish her all the best and a happy marriage.
and also sorry.
thank you.
toodles!
12/12/2006 12:27:00 AM
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
my mind is blank.
someone spoilt my mood the whole day.
visiting my friend tmr at rehabilitation centre.
and she is not a drug addict.
she need to go therapy cause she cant walk.
right now i fell like killing myself.
i dunu why.
well,not literally.
im stress.
but im not sure what im stress about.
im crazy right?
blublublu.
boredom.
I'm Done Here.
12/05/2006 11:26:00 PM
Faded Memories
Neva wanted to say good-bye
Time passes, people change (you changed)
At this moment, I can't cry
Sadness like my body left me feeling insane
I was crazy for you
Needed you like the blood in my veins
Would have done anything for you
Guess your feelings weren't the same
Stuck in the past, thought it would last
Now I'm sitting here all alone Stuck in the past, thought it would last
My fairy tale's all gone Stuck in the past, thought it would last
Trying to carry on..
Faded memories, linger beside me e
verywhere I go, I see you, feel you, hear you..
Baby I need you
Faded memories, linger beside me everywhere I go, I see you, feel you, hear you..
Baby I need you Baby I need you
Like flowers need the sun or a drummer needs a drum
My souls incomplete when you left all of me
I'm dangerously in love with you
all I long to hear was you love me too
The years, the cries, the tears, the lies
Yet still I try, I try, I try
To make this love survive
But I am fond about these memories
12/05/2006 12:26:00 AM
i know you are reading this.
i miss you.
its been four days since we met and spend time.
yes,i was disappointed when you told me you are going to your friend's gig tmr.
its not that i don't let you go or anything.
but you said we will meet tmr.
so,i was looking forward to meet you tmr.
since you want to go to the gig...
just go ahead.
im ok with it.
i wont get angry.
you know who you are.
I'm Done Here.
12/05/2006 12:12:00 AM
Monday, December 4, 2006
suddenly,this thought came to my mind.
i am wondering how many people in this world right know is baking chocolate cake.
i don't really mean chocolate cake but.....
big business.
in the toilet.
I'm Done Here.
12/04/2006 03:53:00 PM
the barbeque was great.
i didn't sleep the whole night.
i played badminton.
cycling.
dreaming.
played lotto with my aunties.
it was fun.
and,i won alot of prize!
hehe.
all my aunty was kindda piss cause i keep on winning.
hehe.
i think i ate alot during thr barbeque.
and for the first time in my life,i get to feel how does it feel to be on a air-bed.
i think thas the word.
u know the mattress that is like a float.
ok.
seriously,i don't know what i am talking about.
i had a great time though.
I'm Done Here.
12/04/2006 03:44:00 PM
Friday, December 1, 2006
wee-hoo!
i have finish packing my beg for tomorrow's barbeque...!
cant wait.
im going there in the afternoon.
and you wanna know something?
IM FAT!
i have to lose some weight.
not some but alot.
i will update you about the barbeque maybe on monday ok?
don't miss me too much!
hehe.
I'm Done Here.
12/01/2006 11:53:00 PM
Lina Farhana.