Monday, October 30, 2006
hey..im sick of this.
im sick of u.
every single day we fight.
it sucks uh.
i dunu what is happening to our relationship.
im soo angry.
YOU always spoil my mood.
every single day.
**** off.
I'm Done Here.
10/30/2006 12:40:00 AM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
its been quite somtime since i blog.
hehe.
kindda busy with Hari Raya.
go out with family and stuff.
all my collection is now in the bank.
im so happy that i am out of yishun town already.
the school just sucks lah!
the year book dont have our face in it.
just 4E n 5N.
from next year onwards, students cannot use thic specs that got colour other then black.
stupid.
after i get my N level result,
most probably i will either go to a private school and take my diploma or just go ite and slowly go to poly.
yep.thats my plan.
not going back to that ridiculous school.
ok,to all my cousins,see you tmr aite?
we will go out ad raye!
wee!
10/26/2006 11:57:00 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
i didnt expect u to react that way.
im sorry.
im still in shock.
u have always hurt me.
i thought u would change but i was mistaken.
u shout at me infront of ppl.
you talk to me like u are some kind of matrep.
you talk to me like im ur normal guy fren.
well guess what?
im not.
im your girlfriend.
for now,i need u to leave me alone.
give me some space.
things will not be the same.
you really have change alot.
you used to be very patient.
you are no longer the rahman i used to know.
why are u doing this to me?
what did i do that make u change?
did i do something wrong?
i've been nothing but honest,sincere and faithful towards you.
it will never be the same again.
you never ever talk to me at the top of your lungs.
i've been very patient.i really thought u would change but i was obviously wrong.
sometimes i ask...should i wait for him to change?
should i let you go?
why am i with u ?
i seriously dont deserve this.
maybe ur hati berubah.
i know that ppl change.
but i dont think i can take this change from u.
maybe we should just end this.
I'm Done Here.
10/22/2006 11:25:00 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
i want to end this.
ive been patient for too long.
i dont want to give up.
but u are forcing me todo this.
i do love u.
u dont appreciate.
i may say u appretiate but u dont show it.
u are too carefree.
too relax.
i tried talking to u about this.
by all means.
but it just doesnt get through u.
u always think i can be there for u.
u are taking me for granted.
does ur boyfriend sms u just to ask u to watch cartoon for him and tell him wad happened?
u dont even bother to ask have u reach home?
or anything.
im so freaking piss with u.
i called u to ask how are u and wad are u doing.
u sed i call back later.
u were NOT busy.
u were just sitting down the block.
i deserve better.
have u ever sit down n tink abt our relationship?
like how we are.
did we give equal love?
FUCKYOU.
I'm Done Here.
10/21/2006 12:25:00 AM
Friday, October 20, 2006
i have to beg my boyfriend to spend time with him.
i think i deserve better.
i really envy lyn,idah and sheila.
i wish my boyfriend would treat me like dat.
i know that every relationship have problems.
but i would really appretiate it if my bf will treat me lyk dat.
im not asking him to change or anitin.
but how much can a girl take?
his attitude is like shit.
ive been trying to tolerate it.
he asked me to change.
i have change for him.
he doesnt appreciate what i do.
he claims dat he does.
he will just scold n scold me and that he will call n say sorry.
he is a psycho.
sometime i think i made a wrong choice.
i dont know how much longer i can take it.
i sacrifice my work for him.
he doesnt see it.
ive done alot for him.
i duu wad i shud do.
i tried every way to get him to understand.
it wont work.
A Note To My Boyfriend: u dont have to call me up to apologize after reading this or wad so ever.
im tired of hearing it.
Goodbye.
P.S: pls answer me this my frens...
should i give up on him?
I'm Done Here.
10/20/2006 01:27:00 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
here are some of the pics that i would like to share with all of u..!
I Like this pic!
He tgh merajok wen i took this pic...hee.
yup..im promoting the cordless phone.haha.
10/19/2006 02:20:00 AM
this was one pic we took today.
miss juny,my fnn teacher gave us a treat at Surabaya.
10/19/2006 02:04:00 AM
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through
Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You
This is for you.
You know who you are.
I Love you.
I'm Done Here.
10/19/2006 01:32:00 AM
i dunu wad to say.
im very exhausted and i thought u would understand me.
no matter how tired i was i tried to spend time with u.
coz its like i feel all my stress are gone wen im in ur arms.
but no.
u just adding on to the stress.
its ur choice.
we planned.
but u decide to go ur way.
i cant do anything.
deep inside i am hurt.
but i am so use getting hurt by u.
by u goin back on ur words.
so it doesnt mean anything if im hurt or not.
im this close in giving up our relationship.
but i just want to hold on tight to it.
coz i believe that some days things will change.
for the better.
P.S: Guys wil only be sweet to the girl when he want that girl to be his. When he get the girl,he will stop being sweet.
I'm Done Here.
10/19/2006 01:08:00 AM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
woo!
im so tired.
actually not tired but my leg is in pain.
work was great!
the ppl there was friendly.
during break-fast the food is nice but it doesnt really look appealing.
haha.
i buke with this uncle.
haha.
im like the only girl there sey.
coz there is only 3 door girl.
the two door girl dah balek.
the rest was guys.
they are funny though.
so far so good.
i cant complain.
hee.
and can u believe it there is no COKE at the vending machine???
all the vending machine dint have coke.
want me to die izzit?
gosh!
tmr same shift.
haha.
ok.gtg.
P.S: Happy Birthday Yvonne and Azhar!
haha.
I'm Done Here.
10/17/2006 12:37:00 AM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
this suck.this really suck.
i have to start wrok at 3 pm n end at 11pm.
damn!
idaa ged to werk frm 9-5pm.
at least she can raye.
haiz.
goodbye my fren!
i wont spend time with u guys anymore....
its not that i dont want but i cant....! : (
how am i suppose to go dinner with the fnn student on wednesday?
worst still!
how to raye?!
damn it lah.
im gonna take MC on the first day of raye.
cmon man.
first day sey!
how to jln raye with my frens?
urgh!
stress!
no choice.
MC.
haiz.
im gonna get some cookie n milk.
I'm Done Here.
10/15/2006 10:54:00 PM
this was wad happened last thursday...
12 October2006
grabbing her boobs!
looking at ana's boobs!
blush!
camwhoring!
candid!
me and ayu! I'm Done Here.
10/15/2006 12:56:00 AM
Friday, October 13, 2006
can you beilieve it?
its 6.30pm and i still have not go out to buke.
im like so freaking hungry n thirsty right now.
i need COKE!
yes! im addicted to COKE!
I got the job!
woo!
but the bad news is i cant celebrate Hari Raya cause i will be werking.
mum told me that most probably we all will not celebrate cause of my two cousins having their O levels.
so yeah.
still i hope i can wear all my three baju raye.
haiz.
the job is soooo lame.
u have to wear panty hose-it sux!
u have to buy your own black shoe-it sux!
i bet im gonna have blister and i will just have to stand there for 8 hours.
gosh.
and to my dear boyfriend, im so sorry...
i did not ask for the bell boy position.
i was sooo nervous.
im so sorry....
and the manager turns out to be a women.
a white lady.
im gonna start work on monday.
and i bet it will SUCK!!!!
I'm Done Here.
10/13/2006 06:34:00 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
i am soooo sleepy that i could close my eyes while typing this entry.
haha.
the reason why im still awake is because im waitng fo my dearest boyfriend to call me.
had to wake up at 10 am tmr to go and meet the manager.
its a HE mind u!
hope he is not fierce.
hope he is friendly.
my dearest boyfriend dont want to be a waiter but a bell boy.
hmm.
but there is no position for bell boy in that hotel.
i will try asking ok darling?
haha.
i tink i will sit on my bed now and wait for him to call.
hee.
I'm Done Here.
10/12/2006 11:58:00 PM
hey!
just came back.
tired.
i tink something is bothering my cousin,sheila.
i tried asking her thru msn but she was away.
ok.she just replied.
something happened in school.
GOSH!
ppl seriously.don't u have anitin else to do other then gossiping and talking behind ppl's back.
DEAR SHEILA'S CLASSMATE:
IF YOU GUYS HATE HER SOOOO MUCH AND WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH HER,THEN JUST LEAVE HER ALONE.USE UR BRAINS AND TRY BEING IN HER SHOE.
O LEVELS ARE COMING JUST CONCENTRATE ON IT.
DON'T BOTHER OTHER PPL ABOUT STUPID THINGS LIKE THIS.
WHAT GOES AROUND REALLY COMES AROUND.
MARK MY WORDS.
STUPID.
I'm Done Here.
10/12/2006 10:47:00 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
i came across this story.
so i thought it would be helpful fo both girls and guys.
especially GUYS.
it will help u understand women better.
hehe.
Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him."I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.K."...
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?"."All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say...
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?"
GOD answered...
"When I made woman, I decided she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort...
I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times will come even from her own children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue, without complaining...
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly....
She has the very special power to make a child's boo-boo feel better and to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....
I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart....
I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly....
For all of this hard work, I also gave her a tear to shed. It is hers to use whenever needed and it is her only weakness.... When you see her cry, tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.
She is special!
I'm Done Here.
10/11/2006 06:22:00 PM
wellow!
guess wad? i woke up at 4+ today!
im starting to feel like im a lazy bum.
seriously.
as usual there is some ppl whu always disturb my sleep thru sms,calls n tv.
tmr,im goin for a job interview.
at hyatt.
i hope i will get the job coz raudha said "comfirm u will get cause they in need of ppl...!"
so im really praying hard that i will get the job.
then raudha asked me to join them to break-fast together tmr.
i dunu anithing abt it sey... :(
i wan to go but the thing is i got no money to break-fast outside.
so MAYBE im not goin.
also i have not break-fast at home for quite sometime.
hmm.
i better go bath and pray now before dad yells ay me again.
I'm Done Here.
10/11/2006 05:10:00 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
all this picture was take last Friday,6 October 2006
Fadhilah Daud and Lina Farhana...hehe. 
Sakinah Basha and Me! Huang3! 
The two birthday girl and Me! 
We love to camwhore!Hahaha! I'm Done Here.
10/10/2006 11:33:00 PM
Monday, October 9, 2006
hello there! this is my first time blogging...
my blog is still under maintainance(is this the right spelling?)
i still dunu how to add image and song...haiz.
ok, lets talk abt wad happened today...
i woke up at ard 12+.
a special thank u to this someone who woke me up from my beauty sleep.haha.
actually i forgot that we had to mit up at 1.30...
as usual,i was late...hee.
then,went job hunting at town...
first we went to Hyatt hotel...
they said we had to come back on thursday for an interview...
then tried at Topshop and they said ''I'm not sure...You must go to Koven...Sorry''
haiz.then,i saw this ice cream shop...
the ice cream is calling out to me...
''Lina...Lina....Buy me...."
it was so seductive...
i was tinkin i cud ask them if they have vacancy...
then if i werk there, i can eat they ice cream everyday...
HEHEHE!
bud too bad..i cant bought it coz i was fasting...
haiz.
we decide to come back on thursday to Hyatt hotel...
pray hard that i will ged the job...
went to Bugis to buy ew shoes for Hari Raya...
mum told me to buy black so i bought thi black shoe with three diamond arrange horizontally...
simple.nice.cheap.
i bought the last piece...
he wanted to watch The Haunted Apartment...
bud u now,im a scaredy-cat...
hoho.
lucky dont have...
we just waste our time walking around Bugis till 6 then we went to Zam Zam to break fast...
i was SOOOO full....
the murtabak was so big...
then we went back home...
well,i noe that my blog is boring...
so if u dun wanna read it then its ok...
just leave this site.DUH!
Note: thank you for the treat!
Love yah!
muacks!
I'm Done Here.
10/09/2006 11:56:00 PM
Lina Farhana.